About

There are over a dozen header images that are chosen at random. Two are probably nsfw.

The sidebar is actually a main component of this place, possibly the main component. It is somewhat of a story and is always evolving. It says who and what I am, what is important to me and some interesting things to see. Always remembering that what has been seen cannot be unseen. This weird sidebar type trip started back at What’s All This, Then?

I didn’t write anything here for about two years. I guess it’s going alright now. It only gets 20 to 50 pageviews a day although there are over 4,300 subscribers. I thank them but are they real?

I am one strange bird, let me tell ya… an odd combination of artist and geek. I have never really fit in in any of the environments I’ve found myself in. Not really sure if that’s good or not, suffice to say that it’s been a bit uncomfortable at times.

Work… well, unlike any of my various heroes I have always been unable to decide on a career and focus energy in order to be a ‘success.’

I am now officially retired. The Lord has been praised. Ammunition has been passed.

I have been: in order, even: a draftsman, a photographer, laborer, dishwasher, cinema sound rental tech, freelance VTR operator, emissions tester, ASE Master tech for VW, Alfa Romeo and Subaru dealers, VW parts guy, sound system installer, recording studio maintenance tech, web designer, video editor, copywriter, writer and voice over talent.

Went to Case Western Reserve University, Franconia College, the film program at the University of Bridgeport, Norwalk Community College, the Imstitute of Audio Research, where I got a Certificate in Recording Engineering and the College of Westchester (WBI), where I got an AAS in Multimedia Development and Management.

And Now, The Now

My current full time gig (for over a decade now) is primary caregiver for my 95 year old aunt who suffers from severe dementia. It is overwhelming. But friends help. I am one lucky old hippy. Yessirree.

I have issues, though. You may notice depression. And a lot of hot girls. That is because I have no experience with them — I have never had a real girlfriend, only a somewhat distant friend and booty calls wherein I have done a lot of eating. And I am fucked up beyond all recognition but I am loving, caring and too kind for my own good.

So anyway, here is a Chapparal getting air.

At the moment, the journey that is life is setting up the suspension for a high speed fork in the road. 🙂

And for the first time in nearly six decades, I think it might be good.

That’s huge.

Calls for some writing, but pics for now. I really need to start writing. I have been officially given that assignment by my spiritual guru. But she said I can’t put that stuff on here because it is going to get published. By a publisher. But I still want to write here. That was the whole idea…