I am sorry for the recent lack of posts.
It has been a time of constant sorrow and never ending tears.
Much more consistent than normal. Yes, it is my normal.
I am so profoundly alone.
It cannot be fixed. I have tried. And tried. And tried some more.
This is my curse. My destiny.
Hopefully I will be on my way soon… oh, Lord I pray the end is nigh.
I can not take much more of this.