I am relieved to report that I am healing. Not all the way there yet by a long shot, but I made it through today … an alone day except for one brief encounter and a couple of brief phone calls, without breaking down or pacing until my hip joints and back hurt. That was the norm. And I was not able to stop it through force of will. I just paced. Inside. Outside in the cold. Combinations. Anxiety. Horrors! But today has been okay.
My day started out by stupidly engaging bots which had been triggered by Craigslist and then I got to work on the new issue of the car club magazine. Craigslist, man, what a waste of bandwidth, at least for me, socially. There are, apparently, a few pooftas on there if you need that but not one single, solitary actual human woman. This is for my entertainment and such as I am hoping that the angel of the North will soon be close.
Oh, and as its just gone midnight and it is now 5 December, this is now about yesterday.
And I am cutting it here for the moment as now its going on 3pm and I have to go out.
Update (or probably a new thread) imminent.