But, like it’s cousin, “As if,” it, whatever ‘it’ is at the moment, will never come to pass.
All I want is a soulmate. Someone to go through life with. To ease the way forward.
God’s said “Fuck you, you go alone, garbage boy.”
I await my death, hoping it arrives as soon as possible.
If not sooner.
- me: wakes up
- me: ahh what a lovely day
- me literally ten minutes later: i have no future and will never be able to pursue my dreams