Really. And I can’t stand it.
I am a façade. Especially physically. I am almost completely disconnected from human beings. I have, for the most part, lost all the skills I had amassed, not that there ever were that many of them.
I am unable to fix it. I have tried social workers, psychiatrists and psychologists. I have tried their drugs.
I know what will fix it.
But the cosmos has said no.
Sales and donations from all links combined on this site, past and present … $0.00. It is a measure perhaps of how visitors see me, as unworthy of support of any kind. Maybe I should pack it in. Maybe … nvm