Oh shit. More emotional tumult. Over bullshit. Ridiculous bullshit. I can’t stand it anymore. It hasn’t really changed in over thirty years. Used to let the romance and rose colored glasses mask the bullshit. Well this brand of it, but yeah.
Let it happen without a word regardless of the fact that I knew it was there and felt bad about it. That has been the case in every “adventure” or “chapter” or what-have-you that the journey has wrought. Every one. And every one a bad experience. The damage is real and deep. The damage cannot be repaired.
But the co-dependence that allowed the damages to build to some interesting heights has been breached, not cleared, but a hole’s been breached with the meson beam and that has left an Atmos of Intolerance for inequities in all forms and at any level.
What will happen.
Who knows.
Peace