I am thinking that karma is coming around to give me what’s coming to me. Not feeling anywhere near 100%.

Some of this is surely my life-long pig-headed stubbornness interfering in my health care.

But deep down inside I feel that at it’s root it is much deserved payback for a life spent as an asshole. And trust me, I am still, to this day, a superb example of one, exceeding any and all specifications.

When I let recent aquiantences know, they invariably scoff… but this is only because of my efforts the past few years to not be one. Even with such efforts it still pops out sometimes and causes me tears on occasion. It takes a tremendously strong mind to stop… one I can’t imagine yet.

Some of the things I’ve done and not done will haunt me at least till I die and maybe even afterwards. They bring immediate and plentiful tears. Mind you, they span over fifty years. So there  are quite a few, shall we say.

It makes me want to stop being alive. Don’t have the courage for that, though.

So when I am older I will be blind with no jaw… yeesh.




Sasquatch Sings (RARE authentic Sasquatch audio capture)

Sasquatch Ontario
Published on Oct 6, 2013

This may be the first capture of a sasquatch singing a song.

Is this a sasquatch song of antiquity?

Also shown are comparison shots of the same location where a sasquatch (Nephatia?) was photographed on April 13th 2013.
Another photo will be done at a future visit with myself standing in place for size comparison.

Continued progression with each visit showing consistent results that sasquatch are benevolent people. One step at a time.

A species showing high intelligence, benevolence, having names and speaking language. Sasquatch are not animals. It’s inexcusable to harm even one of them.

I am loving it. This is exactly the sort of thing I dream of sitting down deep in the wood recording, thereby satisfying several life-long fascinations at once.

Wonder what his rig is made up of? Sounds very good… zoom? More? Stellavox? Mics? Audio geeks wanna know!

Acknowledged By Name (Rare Sasquatch Vocalizations)

Sasquatch Ontario
Published on Jun 6, 2013

I’ve been pressing for months for him to say Mike and this was the first visit where there was personal verbal acknowledgement. This accomplishment is due to persistence, patience and a mutual respect from both sides.

These sasquatch have never stopped moving forward in their curiosity and acknowledgement.
Each visit gives us new perspective, new experiences and new activity as there’s always something different happening with each visit.

The last three visits have produced incredible historic audio which enables us to gain more perspective as we continually move forward.

This non evasive approach is once again proving to be significant in it’s simplicity.
Treat them with respect and the experiences are life changing.

There’s much more to this species than being just another animal. They’re so much more. One just has to listen to these vocalizations with an open perspective and see that we’re dealing with something so unique that killing even one is just wrong.

Sasquatch aren’t like us, but they’re people.

Good gracious!



For everything.


Some things ran out a long time ago. Which is why certain things appear within this site.

Some things are catching up.

It will all end horribly.

Of this I have no doubt.

I wonder. About so many things. So many.

I worry, too. About the world, mostly, as there is no point worrying about my destiny.

There isn’t going to be anyone there.

I will let the forest reclaim my carcass.

Carcass. Great word.



Buddy Guy & Quinn Sullivan – Strange Brew / Voodoo Chile / Sunshine of Your Love @ Westbury NY

Published on Apr 30, 2017

Buddy is 80 years young; Quinn just turned 18
Marty Sammon keyboards
Ric Jaz guitar
Tim Austin drums
Orlando J. Wright bass
Background vocals – Nassau County fans

Whoa! Future’s looking good…



Absolutely it was. Bar none. But it was only a brief moment of joy.

Because today, the Communists have taken the minds of friends and family and thousands of others. I am both astounded and frightened.







Sons of Liberty – Our Dying Republic – with Lyrics

Deva Winblood
Published on Dec 20, 2009

This is my first foray into putting lyrics into a video with music. I felt Jon Schaffer’s contribution to us was something that needs to be seen and more importantly it needs to be understood. Myself and some of my family members have undertaken to put this entire album on youtube with lyrics as quickly as we can. This is my first attempt. I hope the message is heard.

(Linkage for Dark Lyrics)

[Music / Lyrics : Jon Schaffer]

All at once I felt tremendous weight
As if my chest was going to cave
The tears that fell left a stain
The world we know’s enslaved
I know it s hard to hear
You better heed the words I say
If we don’t act as one you ll see
The false prophets will betray

Our lives should define freedom
Our lives, to live in our own way
Our lives must define freedom
Or will we let them take it away?

Now awake, I face the task ahead
Will we march into bloodshed?
The Founding Fathers warned us
The coming threat, the web of debt conceals
Where are the Sons of Liberty?
Will the fascists have their way?
If we don’t act as one you’ll see
The false prophets will betray


Rise up! To define freedom
Rise up! To live in your own way
Rise up! To define freedom
Or will we let them take it away?
Liberty or tyranny?
It’s your choice to make

I just found out about this guy. And his fabulously low YouTube numbers tell a story of it being buried long ago. YouTube is, after all, compliant with any and all deep state demands. They’ll soon be adding links to Wikipedia to counter conspiracy videos. Wikipedia is ridiculous. Anyone can edit it at anytime. Even me! And I have. Another awful freedom fighter move from YouTube.


As has been noted, the world has gone insane. And it looks to me like the dark side is winning. With millions of mind controlled minions doing their work for them. Lest they be, um, tainted. Can we survive reasonably intact?

peace now… would be great.

Here’s another message that so few are aware of. This one, by the way, is a fact that each of us live out our lives under the clouds of, whether realized or not. It is simply the way it works. It being the world we live in. We allow it to continue. That is what I truly do not understand. Why is it so? Is it the ‘comfort in our misery’ thing? I am familiar with that. Aahhh, the song…

Sons of Liberty – Indentured Servitude

Published on Jul 20, 2010
Music/lyrics – Jon Schaffer

And as the weaving spiders
Spin their web of debt
Across the globe
The victims of deception will be met
Awaken now and reclaim what’s yours
Your freedom is at stake
It’s time to bite the hand that feeds
Before they seal our fate
I see a time when the sovereign states will die
And what that means to me and you
From the guise of a massive global lie
We are the pawns of indentured servitude
Awaken from the slumber
The matrix you call life
The system is a travesty
The world order lies
The only hope lies in our consensus
Not of left or right
Sever the ties of blind loyalty
And see what’s in plain sight
I see a time when the sovereign states will die
And what that means to me and you
From the guise of a massive global lie
We are the pawns of indentured servitude

It is 100% up to us.




Well, I think it’s fascinating.

That kick. So subtle, but in just the right spot.

Sad thought … maybe violence and war are a natural thing in earth lifeforms.

Why is it always so.

But hey we can have fun with the boid, yeah?



Illustration by Stephen Gammell from the children’s books, Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark (1981-1991). via talesfromweirdland

Illustration by Stephen Gammell from the children’s books, Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark (1981-1991). via talesfromweirdland

Source: blackoutravendeathsdoor

Curse of the Witch’s Doll (2018) via  deathtown

Mœbius calendar cover for French magazine, MÉTAL HURLANT. 1980. via 


Prototype puppet from GREMLINS 2: THE NEW BATCH (1990). via via 

Production art from GREMLINS 2: THE NEW BATCH (1990).  via 

Viktor Oliva illustration from NATIONAL FAIRY TALES AND LEGENDS (1870).

Bedtime Stories (1972) back cover art by Bernie Wrightson.  via 

Polish artist, Zdzislaw Beksiński (1955-2005). 1970s.  via 

Ithaqua, God of the Cold White Silence. One of H.P. Lovecraft’s Great Old Ones. I just ran out of capitals. Art by Christian Bravery (who on his ArtStation account just files it as “dead giant”).
I’ve noticed that many modern artists and filmmakers are fans of, well, let’s call it “Big Things in the Misty Background”. You watch say the The Force Awakens trailer, and there it is, inevitably: a huge crashed Star Destroyer in the misty background. Games, fantasy art, sci-fi, movies, it’s really a theme, which possibly can be explained psychologically.  via 




That sums me up. Very well.

The great nothing. The hollow shell. The empty home. The profound loneliness.

And the failures. The humiliations. The abuses.

Successes? There have been no successes.

Of any kind.

It has not been kind to my mind.

A life wasted. A life with and of nothing.

Another two or three decades of this will be pure torture.

Hence it will likely be more torture. Unless I can cease and desist.

Life sucks and then you die.

Just not soon enough.

Illustration by Stephen Gammell from the children’s books, Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark (1981-1991).



Fluff Squad added a new video: Cat wants to pet birdie.
February 6 at 5:48pm ·
We were holding our breath as this cat tried to pet a bird.
Spoiler: We’re still squealing from cuteness.
(Via Jukin)

This is a fine thing to see.

The bird! The cat! Nice. Just nice.

In theory, homo sapiens sapiens can exhibit behavior as pleasant.

Maybe with enough passage of time.





Hippie Jack brings hope and help to “invisible people”
Latest Episode

Humankind Stories added a new episode.

December 11, 2017

Many of them don’t have power, water, or even food. But they have Hippie Jack and Mrs. Hippie, beacons of hope in a rainbow-colored bus.

Frank has found and sent a treasure.

This is love. Real, true, actual love. That is what this is. People like these two are needed for the future. Assuming of course that it might be more of a pleasant path than if we took on an action-packed Mad Max type of existence.

If the ratio of good people is high enough, the world can be a very nice place. I am certain that it has been so in the past, although probably not as a true living memory … just legend, like Shangri La…

Which was likely quite real.

We shall see.



My friend, who told me this guy was profound, suggested I look him up to put more meat on the intended healing which started with Lama Yeshe. That is kind of significant, methinks. Seeing as I was still… grumpy.

So I did. Here are some clips that relate to my demons. There are a bunch to look through, I’m sure yours are there, too.


Chögyam Trungpa

Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche on loneliness and love from the talk “Loneliness.” A short audio clip from talk six of the Vipashyana Meditation Seminar, September 12, 1974, Karme Choling, Barnet, Vermont.Chögyam Trungpa (February 28, 1939 – April 4, 1987) was a Buddhist meditation master and holder of both the Kagyu and Nyingma lineages, the eleventh Trungpa tülku, a tertön, supreme abbot of the Surmang monasteries, scholar, teacher, poet, artist, and originator of a radical re-presentation of Shambhala vision.

Recognized both by Tibetan Buddhists and by other spiritual practitioners and scholars as a preeminent teacher of Tibetan Buddhism, he was a major, albeit controversial, figure in the dissemination of Tibetan Buddhism to the West, founding Vajradhatu and Naropa University and establishing the Shambhala Training method.

Among his contributions are the translation of a large number of Tibetan texts, the introduction of the Vajrayana teachings to the West, and a presentation of the Buddhadharma largely devoid of ethnic trappings. Regarded as a mahasiddha by many senior lamas, he is seen as having embodied the crazy wisdom (Tib. yeshe chölwa) tradition of Tibetan Buddhism. Some of his teaching methods and actions were the topic of controversy during his lifetime and afterwards.



Shunyata: Emptiness, between that and this, beyond concept -Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche, Shambhala

Published on Mar 19, 2014
The idea you are awake. Absence of bullshit. Beyond conceptualized mind. Possibilities of all kinds. Clear fantastic space. “That moment where you catch yourself between that and this you begin to realize that who you are is not particularly certain on the spot, but you begin to catch yourself between two points, which is not really two points, it’s one point, which is split already  in two points. You begin to realize there’s this or that possibilities of it, on the other hand there might be some.. But so what? Try to find out. And let has have a good time with that, whatever it is.”
Talk 7 from “Viewing and Working with the Phenomenal World” Seminar, Naropa Institute, 1st July 1976.
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Surrendering Your Aggression -Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche –Shambhala


Published on Oct 17, 2010…
Aggression not in the sense of that you’re angry, you keep on loosing temper. But aggression in the sense of fundamental obstacle. …surrendering, seems to be the only way to overcome aggression.
Naropa University 1975
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I think I need to spend more time with this. It might stick.

I wonder if there are any current teachers who have achieved the heights this fella and Lama Yeshe did. Or are just good teachers.



Und jetze meine damen und herren, the actual reason for the awesome goings-on in the previous post has turned up. On page 2, he said sheepishly…

It will take my heart to the same place, but damn if this doesn’t add a nice flavor to it all.

Audi Mission to the Moon: Audi Apollo

Audi USA
Published on Dec 11, 2017

45 years ago, the last step on the moon was made. Time to continue the journey and discover more hidden tracks on our closest neighbor in the solar system.

Join the mission on:

About Audi:
Advanced technology has always been at the very heart of Audi DNA. We have set a standard of excellence with a number of automotive firsts: implementing quattro all-wheel drive in a luxury sedan, introducing lightweight aluminum chassis construction and utilizing LED headlights in production vehicles. Progress is in every decision we make, every technology we invent, every vehicle we build. It’s our past and our future.

Our reputation on the road has been amplified by a near-century long record of dominance in Motorsports. Since the 1930s in the days of the silver arrows, Audi has consistently advanced the world of racing through revolutionary technologies, including the legendary Audi 5 cylinder engine and quattro all-wheel drive. Today, our motorsport program consists of Formula E, DTM and World RX. Our North American customer racing program competes in the IMSA WeatherTech SportsCar Championship and Continental Tire SportsCar Challenge with additional teams participating in the Pirelli World Challenge and Touring Car Racing.

Well, they’ve certainly got cars down, that I can assure you. Not that there weren’t some pretty deep potholes along the way, but nowadays, Auto Union Deutsche Industrie is a force to be reckoned with.

Audi Mission to the Moon – From project man to project mankind.

Audi Germany
Published on Nov 29, 2016

Join the mission:

Humanity’s greatest adventure is taking the next step: the first private voyage to the moon.
Go back four billion years in time to the first pioneers with international best-selling author Frank Schätzing.
See how Part-Time Scientists and Audi are taking the next step with the Audi lunar quattro.

And they have now perhaps permanently endeared themselves to my little boy racer heart.




Via Vodafone using Nokia sticks!

I had to steal this post by that fab fact gatherer, gortex. This is the stuff that gets me going… maybe will even keep me going. It is history in the making. The first steps to a whole new thing for us humans. This is the stuff that needs to happen lest we perish here, quibbling amongst ourselves.

Vodafone to Install 4G Network on the Moon
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Knight of Ni
Registered: 8/16/2009
Location: Valles Marineris
Mood: Variable
Member is offline.

posted on Feb, 27 2018 @ 12:49 PM

The plan comes from a space exploration company known as PTScientists who will launch Nokia masts aboard a SpaceX rocket from Cape Canaveral next year , the addition of a 4G signal will help transmit data from science missions faster and allow HD video streaming from the Moons surface… can’t wait.

The 4G signal, provided by Vodafone, will also be able to transmit high-definition video streaming of the Moon’s surface. “This project involves a radically innovative approach to the development of mobile network infrastructure” said Dr Hannes Ametsreiter, CEO of Vodafone Germany.

The vehicles are exploring the Moon as a potential human habitat. The introduction of a 4G network is hoped to be the first step to creating a communications infrastructure for future lunar missions.

The network will help to save energy, as mobile signal is more energy efficient than analogue radio. “The great thing about this LTE solution is that it saves so much power, and the less energy we use sending data, the more we have to do science”, said Robert Böhme, CEO of PTScientists.…

Hopefully the mission is a success and next destination Mars , HD video streaming with sound would be a dream come true.

edit on 27-2-2018 by gortex because: (no reason given)

life is postponed for the future
one is educated to live in the future and not to live in today….Live in the present.


Oooh, let it go smoothly, please, deity folks!




Part 1: Introduction to Tantra – Lama Yeshe
Lama Yeshe Wisdom Archive
Published on Nov 1, 2013

Part 2: Introduction to Tantra – Lama Yeshe
Lama Yeshe Wisdom Archive
Published on Oct 30, 2015

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This DVD forms a companion to the second half of our free book “The Essence of Tibetan Buddhism.” See the DVD “Three Principal Aspects of the Path” for the first half. For more information, please visit in English.Introduction to Tantra: In 1980, in California, Lama Yeshe gave a commentary to the Avalokiteshvara (Chenrezig) yoga method. This video is Lama’s introduction to this series and constitute a wonderful explanation of the fundamentals of tantric practice.Please visit us at

An old friend sent me the first part of this in a valiant attempt to soothe my tattered soul. As regulars may suspect, the demons have gotten some pretty good footholds of late. A playground, they have here.

She did well. as although this fellow has some unusual eye activity and swaying about a bit, which I was advised to look past; his message comes through and he managed to hit on some big ones affecting the comfort level of my stay here on earth. Thank you, dear heart. What the man says makes good common sense and is realistically presented.

I was impressed with the dude and figured part two should be up here as well. And so it is. Enjoy.

Let us have


edit: Oh dear I have learned that Lama Yeshe passed in 1984. He left us with a lot of good teachings, so we should give him a nice, grateful tip o’ the hat!




The world is completely insane. Profoundly, even.

And not in a good way. If it was in a good way, it’d be awesome out there.

But it’s not.

And it isn’t.

Headlines of The Damned

Note that I have not read any of these threads. Yet. This is just a snapshot in my mind of the insanity around me from a glance at the recent posts page.

Read the arrest report on the Florida shooting suspect

Looks like there might be more to the shooting in Florida than what is being reported (corruption).

I saw a headline where a guard resigned when it was found out that he did nothing while being able to help a great deal. In relation to the headline above, we see that now there were four armed guys who were there and did not help the children. That’s fuckin’ cold, dude.

Breaking – Four Officers Remained Outside Douglas Massacre!

That just boggles me. Don’t tell me they couldn’t hear all this going on, either.

This might be useful…

The history of the second amendment in American culture.

And of course what we SHOULD be talking about, but Communist puppetry is exceptional… beyond brilliant.

Why is everyone talking about the NRA and guns but not big pharma and psychotropic drugs?

Likely Answer… Big Pharma pays really well if you are a politician or a media outlet.

Here is one that, IMHO, would be the first real people’s victory in over 200 years.

Obama, Hillary, Mueller, Comey, Rosenstein, and possibly more could be charged with Treason.

That right there would prove to me that God exists in one fell swoop.

Used to be it was illegal to use propaganda here in the States that was aimed against us.

NDAA Legalizes The Use Of Propaganda On The US Public : MSM Works for DeepState.

Could have sworn they did that a few years ago…

I could go on and on. The fact that I could in and of itself is awful!

But there are pleasant reads creeping back in. Which is very nice, very needed and very welcome.

Archaeologists Think They’ve First-Ever Evidence of a Legendary Biblical Prophet

It’s that Isaiah fella. You may have heard of him. Pretty cool.

Started on this one last night

Histories from SevenBeyond: People who went missing in a parallel dimension.

This sounds exceptionally creepy. The portals to this place (invisible, of course) seem restricted to Brazil, who’s residents I implore to be careful.

Things like this fascinate me to the max and is the sort of thing that keeps me in Forteana.




On their way.

Maybe. Maybe not.

Is this their home away from home?

Wonder what the trouble is.

No, don’t think so.

Oh foo, one of Cthulhu’s lunatic pals is out and about. Never a good thing with this lot.

Always doting on epic devastation and such, they are. Gosh.


This was to be an epic post, with rather a lot of words for you to read. Like a good post should have. It is not looking like the needle is going anywhere near there.

And since it just keeps raining… we shall go ever…

[ Mr Oat Willie, for you youngins. Good man. ]

The level of the Cosmic Background Weirdness is up. A lot. All the time, no matter what you set the knobs for. I pray our stay in this space is not particularly long and in fact quite the opposite!

I may stare at this for a while… since it would appear to sport some fossilized root sections, which of course might possibly be theorized into having a geologic origin…

So, it is 132 am…

my eyes

if only #WordPress had a dark workplace theme. That would help so much.



wish this was my carcass


The new Aspark Owl electric supercar from Japan has recorded a blistering 1.89-second 0-62 sprint and  features an equally scorching cost of just a tad over four million Yankee dollars.

In other car news, the 2018 Porsche 911 GT3 RS was unveiled and priced from a vanishingly low $416,500.

Use only when necessary.






A San Franciscan newspaper recently ran this story on the interwebz and the fabulous fifaridu caught and posted it.

For this we thank him.

Check this out.

el corte mágico / Cutting the magic tree

Paul Firbas
Published on Jul 30, 2013

My friend was cutting a fallen tree in my backyard and the tree went back to its place! (Al cortar el tronco, el árbol regresó a su lugar.) To use this video in a commercial player or in broadcasts, please email [email protected]

We’ve all had a moment, one of those moments where “the impossible” happens anyway and we get to see it, like a pen landing standing up or a coin or cup and not falling over or something just as weird that happened to you…. you remember…

I posit that this event qualifies as at least a Holy S* or wtaf moment… just for pure unlikeliness alone. Dunnit?